I got my degree only to learn about evolution, and that for some selfish reason, I don't deserve to be here. Never forget that your wife and husband loves you more than anyone on this planet. Time passed slowly for him. I hope your passing is easy. You are not a mistake, you are a great person who has a few problems but most people have something. Unsourced material may be challenged and removed.
I thank God that I am in my right mind today!!!! But you have so much more to see in the future, and I promise you that someone is going to love you and you are going to look back and thank yourself for not harming yourself. This is your decision and we should respect that. I recently heard, secondhand, of a woman who had remained with her husband for 20 years because he said that otherwise, he would kill himself. It's like I can't even control it. Hold on to God for dear life.
I was lucky to be found in time and therefore my children are not orphaned but missing only one parent who chose not to wait for things to change. We are told that we should welcome a heavy cross for the sake of sacrafice for others. I was crying all day long. One comment suggested leaving town. I first would like to say welcome to my blog.
I beg God to let me die every day. . Not uncommonly, one person or the other may consider himself or herself the injured party but sooner or later comes to think that perhaps neither of them was really at fault. You will eventually meet the people you fit with. That's what I would do! If I am here, I never really am, because my heart is taken by another.
I just lost control, and sense, with a lot of lies and hurting people. I am the only one at my company that is single and it is constantly in my face, as much as I try every single day…and I mean every single day. Someone can understand your story more deeply and it will give you comfort and advice. During the last three years, we made major changes in her life style, food, place, amenities etc. Samaritans are fantastic at easing your pain.
For me a life time of ridicual and rejection of the worst kind. I pray for the sad hearts today. Do some thinking, find out what really makes you happy, figure out what you find rewarding. What would have made me happy is to live in a world with less selfish people. They were able to live before they met that person and, surely, they will find life worth living later on. I cried off and on all day every day and I also suffered with extreme chronic fatigue. I think that this type of threat that people make is self-absorbed manipu;ation.
You are valuable and worthy! Even if you aren't on the point of killing yourself, you can still be going through immense hurt and distress- almost unbearable. Bad spiritual information can get us off track. I cut them up and made corsages out of them and sold them all. Then one night I realized something. Both of their children and at deaths door.
This one day…I was so depressed that I just wanted out of the internal pain. We have some resources we can give you to help you with these thoughts. You never know that it could be someone in your family or a co-worker who is suffering. I know you know that you have to keep pressing on. That being said, I really hope your testimony helps others. If your job stresses you out beyond belief, get a different one. It is only a matter of time.